✁down. [accidental recording]

[medecindemort]

Oh god... I'm so sorry, I-I...

S-s--

[He chokes on his words, going silent. The only sound remaining is his uneven breathing.]

[ooc: Mikoto is somewhere in the vicinity of his cabin, lying on the ground and... not really doing much. If anyone wants to find him, feel free to reply with an action post.]

Comments

[laviru]

Yo', Mikoto, is everything alright? I think-- your brother, was it?-- was freaking out a few days ago.

[medecindemort]

...Y-Yes, my brother.

No. I... I did something horrible.

[laviru]

..What could you have possibly done? You never did strike me as the violent type..

[medecindemort]

I-I... The flowers... they... I...

[laviru]

... Go on, Mikoto. I'm not going to yell at you or anything, it wasn't your fault.

[medecindemort]

I-I... I almost...

I almost raped my own brother. I... I-I...! [Lets out a strangled sob and begins to weep again.]

[laviru]

[ Wasn't expecting that. Yikes.]

H.. Hey, Mikoto.. Don't cry, okay? It's not your fault, you were forced to do it. You know you'd never do that, right? Your brother should know you'd never. The flowers made you do it, so don't feel guilty. It really wasn't your fault.

[medecindemort]

[Tries to rein in his crying, speaking hoarsely.]

He doesn't want a-anything to do with me... and I don't... I don't blame him...

[laviru]

He probably just.. doesn't understand. Come on, Mikoto, it'll blow over soon. Try explaining to him..?

[medecindemort]

...

What... what is there to explain?

[laviru]

That it wasn't your fault. The flowers fucked with your head and made you. It's the Reaper's fault, essentially.

Don't pin the blame on yourself, Mikoto. [ Smiled a bit.]

[medecindemort]

... I'm still... I'm still responsible for my actions.

[laviru]

Not really. It's like mind control, you couldn't have helped it even if you wanted to. Stop being so hard on yourself or I'll come over there personally and beat you up. [ He chuckled a bit to show he was joking.]

[medecindemort]

If I had the ability to stop myself from going too far, then I also had the ability to stop myself from doing it at all.

[laviru]

Sometimes, things happen without your thinking about it. It wasn't your fault.

Stop worrying so much. Listen, if you want me to come and hold your hand so you can explain what happened to your brother, then I'll come. Hell, I'll explain for you, if you can't.

[medecindemort]

... I'm afraid that if I go near him again anytime soon, he'll start screaming.