its been a bit since Ive written anything, but good things to report.
Things with Vo are just amazing, I hated having to let him go home last night, he was here for 3 solid weeks (had time off work) not once did I want to smother him in his sleep or did we even get on each other nerves, bicker, bitch..I mean lietterly nothing, We just fit so well together, it doesnt fell like only 2 months have gone by since we started dating or only 3 months of knowing each other.
We are talking about him moving in (russ has been living at his new girl place for almost 2 months, he should just take his stuff and leave so I can acess the space) but the kicker is his job is in Guelph, so he would be staying at his sister or parents place till he can get a job at one of the hospitals here in London.
I realized something walking home from work tonight. I actually want to share my odd life with him. Usually when I live with someone its my rules, my way, you just go blend in, but I never really share my life or space, Im always so gaurded (with my past I have damn good reason to be) But with Vo, we flow so well, and blend together beautifully. We want to see where it goes, if it goes awesome and keeps being this way, great if not, hey we tried and enjoyed it. Im looking forward to this, for once I really am.
The new job is going alright. I feel like Im just stumbling and fucking up all the time, but my manger and the rest of the guys say other wise. I really love the 4 guys I work with, they are all so awesome, and I love messing with them since Im the only girl, they love that I think like a guy but can give them dating advise from a girls view lol.
I know once I build my confidance in it all things will go better and I build my referrel base it will be better for me. Its just till then I am getting down on myself and I need to stop cause I know I can do this, and make it great. Cause I do enjoy it.
by the way this is my sexy man ( must get better pics of him, I cant post the other pics cause I promised i wouldnt but trust me when I say he has the same body and muscel that Bruce Lee had, no fucking joke)
this is the link to his website where you can see some of his artwork and his book
http://www.yawzway.com/index.html its unreal.
Anyways its bed time I finally get 2 days off in a row and get to see a few of my friends tomorrow. Then thursday, I get to spend a day at the spa thanks to Vo who gave me such a wonderful surpise.
ANyhow night night