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SO the move is offically done, I am in the house, now the task of unpacking unfolds. i started from 10am this morning, there is so much to do and i feel like it will never get done.
The day of the move, Russ decides we should. Yup he waits till the morning that I am so stressed out with everything already to drop that on me too, instead of manning up weeks before. I actually said the words for him since he couldnt even do that. Sad part is, he dosent understand why I am angry with him and upset. Also now he hugs me and now he is helpful and now he wants to cook every other day and split things the way it should have been from the start. WTF!
So I am tired so very tired of bullshit, being used, hurt and lied to. I will unpack I will set up this place as my home, and he can live in his room and his world of warcraft bullshit. I am better than this and worth more than this.
I am so tried I wish I had the engery to shower...but screw that I just want my bed.
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The day of the move, Russ decides we should. Yup he waits till the morning that I am so stressed out with everything already to drop that on me too, instead of manning up weeks before. I actually said the words for him since he couldnt even do that. Sad part is, he dosent understand why I am angry with him and upset. Also now he hugs me and now he is helpful and now he wants to cook every other day and split things the way it should have been from the start. WTF!
So I am tired so very tired of bullshit, being used, hurt and lied to. I will unpack I will set up this place as my home, and he can live in his room and his world of warcraft bullshit. I am better than this and worth more than this.
I am so tried I wish I had the engery to shower...but screw that I just want my bed.
Night world