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Its been 5 years since you left this world, and I miss you still so much...and I still hold onto so much guilt from your death, I can't stop crying today...I woke up crying thinking of you, and through today I just keep crying...I miss you and I am still so sorry I failed you, I didnt meant too, I tried I did but I dont think I did enough. I lost so much after losing you.
I lost you then I let go of my heart and left it over seas then tried to lose my own life on a way to save my brothers and a child...I lost my heart and soul and I hope they are with you baby girl and so much I hope and wish you found the peace you needed and wanted, and that you can forgive me in my wrong steps that I took along the way with you...
Your life was so preciouse Krystal I wish you could have seen the lives you touched and knew how much you where loved and still are loved and missed so much.
How I wish more than anything that I had just one picture of you and I together....
I lost you then I let go of my heart and left it over seas then tried to lose my own life on a way to save my brothers and a child...I lost my heart and soul and I hope they are with you baby girl and so much I hope and wish you found the peace you needed and wanted, and that you can forgive me in my wrong steps that I took along the way with you...
Your life was so preciouse Krystal I wish you could have seen the lives you touched and knew how much you where loved and still are loved and missed so much.
How I wish more than anything that I had just one picture of you and I together....