i've noticed you do have sad eyes. but i've also seen you when you are so happy and your eyes absolutely shine and you look beautiful.
please, do yourself a favor and do not stress yourself out so much trying to make other people happy, especially all the time. number 1, you have to be able to make yourself happy before you can start to work on other people!
heres an old penuinian proverb (heh):
Constantly trying to make other people happy is like the rabbit running to catch the carrot thats dangling off of something attached to its head; it wont happen and it doesnt make you look like the brightest crayon in the toolshed either (muah) [yes, the kiss at the end is part of the proverb...]
(yeah, i had no number 2 incase you didnt notice by now)
you shouldnt worry about people who talk about you behind your back. dont give one lick of your time or energy to people like that. as you are experiencing, it only makes you feel like shit. just because people are shitty, doesnt mean they have the right to make you feel like that.
you may really be fully unaware of this, but you do have atleast a couple of friends who really really do care about you, but i think you do know. 2 real friends is more than you think. ofcourse you obviously enjoy these "friends" of yours if you put yourself out for them so much. nobody ever said you have to dump them completely. but you need to realize that they will probably never become a true friend to you. they can't because you cant trust them. but just realize the separation between true friends, pals, and acquaintances.
'ts all i got to say
Ps - if you're depressed, drinking a depressant such as alcohol probably isnt the best solution to your problem!
I simply love you. You're like my angel...and sister...and boyfriend...and lover...and best friend. And through everything, you're always there. I love you with all of my heart.
please, do yourself a favor and do not stress yourself out so much trying to make other people happy, especially all the time. number 1, you have to be able to make yourself happy before you can start to work on other people!
heres an old penuinian proverb (heh):
Constantly trying to make other people happy is like the rabbit running to catch the carrot thats dangling off of something attached to its head; it wont happen and it doesnt make you look like the brightest crayon in the toolshed either (muah) [yes, the kiss at the end is part of the proverb...]
(yeah, i had no number 2 incase you didnt notice by now)
you shouldnt worry about people who talk about you behind your back. dont give one lick of your time or energy to people like that. as you are experiencing, it only makes you feel like shit. just because people are shitty, doesnt mean they have the right to make you feel like that.
you may really be fully unaware of this, but you do have atleast a couple of friends who really really do care about you, but i think you do know. 2 real friends is more than you think. ofcourse you obviously enjoy these "friends" of yours if you put yourself out for them so much. nobody ever said you have to dump them completely. but you need to realize that they will probably never become a true friend to you. they can't because you cant trust them. but just realize the separation between true friends, pals, and acquaintances.
'ts all i got to say
Ps - if you're depressed, drinking a depressant such as alcohol probably isnt the best solution to your problem!
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...teehee, and i heart you :P
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