What to do?
I don't know what to do about Kitty... I think I just keep screwing up more... I'm depressed and taking it out on him still, then he ignores me and I get more depressed. I'm crying. I hate this. I need to talk to him, but he's not talking to me. Maybe I should go park outside his house and wait for something to happen. That seems strange... I am strange... *sigh* Either his Internet connection is down, or he turned off his messenger, or he ignored all my screen names... I don't know.