Jun 04, 2008 00:34
Things are nuts. I don't see me when I look at myself anymore. I'm not the person that is in my head when I imagine different things. I am not who I was suppose to be. I'm without direction, with out a cause, with out being seen.
I'm her friend, or her sister, or that fucking crazy person that no one looked in the eye. I don't know if I believe in anything any more. Even things I have seen as truth and known to be real, they've seemed to abandoned me and let me down. I'm just so blank any more.