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so its been like 24hours since ive talked to you. i wont lie at this point im kind of worried the possibilites of what could be happening. being a worry wort doesnt hurt. i pray all the time that you are ok and that everything is ok. scares me that i havent heard from you. i care so much that it hurts. watched some movies and played a little cards. pretty uneventful xmas by myself. but sometimes thats what it takes to get your life back in order. life is well life at this point. not much going on just going through the motions on my days that i work and trying to enjoy my off days. its just that i have more days working then off lol. off to shower and get back to grind.