Apr 09, 2004 16:49
I just got back from spring break a few days ago =) We missed the huge spring break partiers in South Padre, but it was still fun. I met this really cool guy who owns a tattoo shop. He was supposed to pierce my nose for free, but we couldn't get to his shop because we left early. Oh well.... everyone keeps telling me I don't need to put holes in my face anyway, but I still think it would be cute =) I haven't given up on the idea of a nose ring =)
Things are weird with me and bryan... I don't know what it is...I can't really put my finger on it, but I just don't know anymore. I don't know if he is the right guy for me. I don't know if I'm just making stuff up or if it's really true. I mean, he doesn't treat me like I wish he did, but how can I expect him to change? I mean, no one is perfect right? I mean... am I asking too much? I really just don't know. Then we've been together so long that I don't know if I am just staying with him because it's what I know. My mind is a mess right now. I just need to figure stuff out, but I don't know what to do in the meantime... love sure does make a mess of things. But it really shouldn't be so hard.....