PUBLISIZED ANGERRR
I am in what could possibly be the worst fuckin mood EVERR... people are REALLY pissing the shit outta my bf and im in such a fuckin violent mood i seriously would love to meet one of his ex's n kick the fuckin living shit out of her.
as for my ex's ? well i took about 5 whole seconds n thought that the whole almost 5 fuckin month relationship over a yr ago was possibly the worst fuckin shit i been thru. thats rite. and u kno what, i DONT GIVIN ONE SHIT. FUCK YOU. this is goin on public bc i WANT everyone who's everyone to read this shit, i DONT care. do shit to me, SEE what fuckin happens. i have so much anger in me that anyone who wants to fuck around will b in for a surprise in the worst fuckin way.
i could list out all the fuckin guys i been wit n say the worst shit about all of them but u kno what, i'll fuckin spare u ALL the shame. but one thing, fuck you alllll. i try to be so nice about shit, u kno. i say i want to b friends bc i mean it, i dnt say shit i dont mean. but u kno what, if u wana b a stupid lil piece of shit then go rite ahead bc ur no fuckin loss to me. im not the one begging for attention. im not the one that needs to go out to find a person to b wit n fuckin flaunt the fact that ur single n u "love it" yea, IIGHT, i am jealous now. FUCK YOU. fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckyou.
venting. it feels good everyone now and again. SUGAR WE"RE GOIN DOWN SWINGING =D
i love joe. i really do. n thas our song =) that n ohio is for lovers (big smile) not that it actually means shit, jus that we both like the songs n we tlk bout them together n AHHHH its so hard to say goodbye especially when hes tellin me he loves me,.. n all i wana do is hold him n tell him i love you a million times over jus to assure him that i really do, n the whole world isnt a dick the way everyones been to him his whole life. i love him so much, i care about him, i want the best for him, n i'll fuckin build my life around him bc he is my life. hes the world to me n without him id have too much darkness n i wouldnt b able to survive. NOW THATS FUCKIN POETIC CORNY RELATIONSHIP SHIT =) ... thats what he'd say hehe. i love him
we watched tv after work today at my place n he is prob goin to have din din wit ICP n the other hatchet-man bands.. ( i fuckin forgot the names of the others !! ((growl)) kool shit tho)
FUNNIEST SHIT THAT HAPPENED TODAY !! :
(joe's phone starts ringing. its his friend jon. he says to answer it n tells me what to say)
me: (kinda groggly) hello ?
jon: uhh yea can i talk to joe ?
me: (tired/groggly) um he cant tlk,.. he's IN me rite now..
jon: OH,.. shitt.... umm..
(joe grabs the phone)
joe: yo man whats up? HAHAHAHAHAHA
jon: HOLY fuckin SHIT man !! hahaha WOW !!
that was so funny. i guess u kinda had to b there lol but it was so funny. he believed me too HAHA im a fuckin good actress (holllaa)
DOne. dnt worry bout my blabber no more...