..the doorbell rings and nobodys home..
ahhh, polish weddings.. so i drank a lil bit. hehe .. yummy margaritas.. its all i have to say. ha
ALMOST went bowling tonite..buuuuuut the alley was taken by the 'bowling league' .. =(
skool tomorrow.. (still feels wierd sayin it)
I'm getting so sad now.. i gots trish here being sick and it puts her down so in turn i fall and i feel so powerless, so inefficient... so unable to help.. i <3 her so much and it gets me so down to see her like this and i cant do anything.. if we could wish on things believe, i wouldnt wish for much.. i'd just wish for her... when i cant see her in skool its like a part of me missing and to see her hold herself in pain when she does and to see her fight it gets me so down that i can't say anything about it.. all i do is sit and wish it away.. such a strong, loving person should not have to endure such bad experiences that turn into bad memories of younger days.. she should b livin it up, spendin time in skool where she belongs but all that happens is pain and all i can do is sit and watch.
TRISH B IN MY MIND AND YA'LL KNO SHE B IN MY HEART TOO. RITE WHERE SHE BELONGS.
i needed to let that out so if u dont wanna read it then dont.. wut-the-fuck-ever man..
ok so bak to the updating.. im wlkin after skool sumwheres (lighter fluid) what who said that.. ne way.. if anyone wants to wlk with me go for it.. ill see u pple sumtime...
<3 him.
ALMOST went bowling tonite..buuuuuut the alley was taken by the 'bowling league' .. =(
skool tomorrow.. (still feels wierd sayin it)
I'm getting so sad now.. i gots trish here being sick and it puts her down so in turn i fall and i feel so powerless, so inefficient... so unable to help.. i <3 her so much and it gets me so down to see her like this and i cant do anything.. if we could wish on things believe, i wouldnt wish for much.. i'd just wish for her... when i cant see her in skool its like a part of me missing and to see her hold herself in pain when she does and to see her fight it gets me so down that i can't say anything about it.. all i do is sit and wish it away.. such a strong, loving person should not have to endure such bad experiences that turn into bad memories of younger days.. she should b livin it up, spendin time in skool where she belongs but all that happens is pain and all i can do is sit and watch.
TRISH B IN MY MIND AND YA'LL KNO SHE B IN MY HEART TOO. RITE WHERE SHE BELONGS.
i needed to let that out so if u dont wanna read it then dont.. wut-the-fuck-ever man..
ok so bak to the updating.. im wlkin after skool sumwheres (lighter fluid) what who said that.. ne way.. if anyone wants to wlk with me go for it.. ill see u pple sumtime...
<3 him.