SHORT UPDATE
So Kenny and I moved out in October. We bought a house in Fort Wayne, it's a cute 3 bedroom 2 bathroom and we still have the christmas tree up. The 8g tax credit was a big motivator in choosing a house over an apt, plus we had a long talk about what we wanted to do and where we wanted to live.
The church for the wedding is reserved and the hall is booked. We already have a few decorations and I picked out my dress.
June 11, 2011 at St.Patrick's of Arcola, still working on the time of the ceremony.
I just read all my livejournal posts...wow...I forgot a lot already and I'm glad I read everything. It was suggested to me to write a book about my life in order to deal with things that I haven't faced yet. I think it's a great idea and I'm running with it. Kenny's supporting me very well through it. The best part about writing everything out is also the worst part. I'm doing this to face everything I haven't come to terms with, but that means reliving everything through writing down my memories. I've already cried a few times, mainly when I was reliving arguments and retarded miscommunications that caused massive heartbreak. I got really angry when I read my private posts because I was terribly emo and I'm way different from that now. I read the post I wrote about the 13 m old passing away and that got me upset but at the same time I'm glad I read it. That right there was a turning point in my life and caused my outlook on everything to change. I'm not the same person I was, yet I'm more myself than I have been. I'm going back to the art and writing stories, hugging people, and making people laugh because I'm hyper. However, I'm not as ignorant or innocent as I once was, I don't take other people's bullcrap, I stand up for myself, and people don't take advantage of me because of it. I've surrounded myself with a wonderful family of friends, I have a loving fiancee who both challenges and supports me, and I've also been able to start getting closer with my family again (after dating Anthony pushed a lot of people away from me). This year has been an interesting ride. I love everyone, I've learned from everyone, and I know that next year will definitely be an interesting adventure.
New Years Resolution: Have more fun.
:)
~Danie
The church for the wedding is reserved and the hall is booked. We already have a few decorations and I picked out my dress.
June 11, 2011 at St.Patrick's of Arcola, still working on the time of the ceremony.
I just read all my livejournal posts...wow...I forgot a lot already and I'm glad I read everything. It was suggested to me to write a book about my life in order to deal with things that I haven't faced yet. I think it's a great idea and I'm running with it. Kenny's supporting me very well through it. The best part about writing everything out is also the worst part. I'm doing this to face everything I haven't come to terms with, but that means reliving everything through writing down my memories. I've already cried a few times, mainly when I was reliving arguments and retarded miscommunications that caused massive heartbreak. I got really angry when I read my private posts because I was terribly emo and I'm way different from that now. I read the post I wrote about the 13 m old passing away and that got me upset but at the same time I'm glad I read it. That right there was a turning point in my life and caused my outlook on everything to change. I'm not the same person I was, yet I'm more myself than I have been. I'm going back to the art and writing stories, hugging people, and making people laugh because I'm hyper. However, I'm not as ignorant or innocent as I once was, I don't take other people's bullcrap, I stand up for myself, and people don't take advantage of me because of it. I've surrounded myself with a wonderful family of friends, I have a loving fiancee who both challenges and supports me, and I've also been able to start getting closer with my family again (after dating Anthony pushed a lot of people away from me). This year has been an interesting ride. I love everyone, I've learned from everyone, and I know that next year will definitely be an interesting adventure.
New Years Resolution: Have more fun.
:)
~Danie