...sometimes it's okay...
things do get better....and people work things out. and i pray.
kirk and i are back-together (per say)well we have been since like last friday... we're just really working, and thinking about and towards what we both want, deep down its eachother, but ya always have to think about whats actually the best ya know? even if your not always happy.
schools out for two weeks, and the whole time i pray is blissful, absolutely blissful. :) who needs school anyways? ;)
okay, so yeah, after reading a few friends livejournals, i am further realizing that christmas does suck. i have no money to buy gifts, or to buy anything, i have NO money to spend period. why cant we all just give love??? and remember what Christmas is really about? haha, if only. well actually i have a $20 bill but that has to go to buying Kirk's brother Zac a gift, we drew names and i would feel real cheep not giving anything...but as for Kirk goes, i have no idea how that gift is going to come into play...or what to get him!?!? and where the money is going to come from to get it. i need a job. anyone have any ideas on what to get Kirk though?
so anyways, I hope everyone has a Merry Christmas and a Happy Happy Happy New Year!!! don't let the cold weather and empty wallets get to you...it's hard, but what gives?
peace out like a sea trout;) haha...so long.
kirk and i are back-together (per say)well we have been since like last friday... we're just really working, and thinking about and towards what we both want, deep down its eachother, but ya always have to think about whats actually the best ya know? even if your not always happy.
schools out for two weeks, and the whole time i pray is blissful, absolutely blissful. :) who needs school anyways? ;)
okay, so yeah, after reading a few friends livejournals, i am further realizing that christmas does suck. i have no money to buy gifts, or to buy anything, i have NO money to spend period. why cant we all just give love??? and remember what Christmas is really about? haha, if only. well actually i have a $20 bill but that has to go to buying Kirk's brother Zac a gift, we drew names and i would feel real cheep not giving anything...but as for Kirk goes, i have no idea how that gift is going to come into play...or what to get him!?!? and where the money is going to come from to get it. i need a job. anyone have any ideas on what to get Kirk though?
so anyways, I hope everyone has a Merry Christmas and a Happy Happy Happy New Year!!! don't let the cold weather and empty wallets get to you...it's hard, but what gives?
peace out like a sea trout;) haha...so long.