i've been laying down in the devil's lair
much better.
new boyfriend.
2nd indian in a row.
once you go brown, you never go down..on a white guy, again.
ha!
he's so gorgeous. and he's a genuine sweetheart.
which means that i'll probably fuck things up in no time.
i don't know why i like to be treated like shit.
i don't think that's even the truth really. who would want that?
i guess i get bored when things are going so well.
i told him about my past.
he wants to save me.
and i want to laugh.
i don't think i'm past saving, but i don't think i'm worth it, and i know i'm the only one who can do it anyway.
going on a late night run with grant.
the more people are there for me and concerned, the more i want to use and push them away.
so fucking immature.
new boyfriend.
2nd indian in a row.
once you go brown, you never go down..on a white guy, again.
ha!
he's so gorgeous. and he's a genuine sweetheart.
which means that i'll probably fuck things up in no time.
i don't know why i like to be treated like shit.
i don't think that's even the truth really. who would want that?
i guess i get bored when things are going so well.
i told him about my past.
he wants to save me.
and i want to laugh.
i don't think i'm past saving, but i don't think i'm worth it, and i know i'm the only one who can do it anyway.
going on a late night run with grant.
the more people are there for me and concerned, the more i want to use and push them away.
so fucking immature.