Dec 10, 2008 16:30
can i even call it a relapse if it happens twice in two weeks?
no.
i think NA would call that using.
i need to chill the fuck out and think about this.
i'm starting to slip back into my harder, faster, and deadlier way of thinking.
i'm only 20
21 in less than 2 weeks.
why do i have to act like an adult?
why can't i do these things sometimes and go about my regular day.
o.
yeah.
cause "sometimes" doesn't exist in my world.
i just called him to brag about another guy making me cum.
i don't know where the "let's get some pills" part came from.
dumbass.