2004

[mecolo1212]

what a year. it's been a crazy one! there have been many learning experiences, and lots of new friends. even though i always end up getting into some crazy drama every year, i think all of it turns out to be positive. i am learning who i am, and how can you do that without making mistakes? my only regret is that i wish that i could learn things a little faster...sometimes i think, "who the hell am i turning into??" and then i think, "i am me, and that's it." even though i make mistakes, i have a good head on my shoulders, although at times it's hard to remember. we all have those moments, thank god.

i don't have any smart words to sum up the year with. i don't really have any practical new year's resolutions, either. i've got the usual: workout more, eat better...blah blah blah. but, as i am sitting here i am thinking of some i want to add: start to practice yoga, tell my friends that i appreciate them more, work on accepting things i cannot change, become less judgemental. i hope to remember these things as 2005 makes its way into my life. i hope this semester is a prosperous one, and i hope to succeed. i've just gotta do the best i can, and hold my head up high.

i think i tend to retreat into myself when i'm stressed, i want to change this as well.

2005 will be a year of:
love
music
stress (as always)
change
pride
relaxation

bring it on. :)