Thinking about Keith....

Nov 25, 2005 07:36

I haven't been able to get Keith off of my mind for the past few days, would nod off for a little bit, (thankfully) only to have dreams that I was talking with him. I wish he was here for me to talk with NOW! But I know he is with GOD, and I know that he is no longer in pain. I know that he is happy!
There is SO much that has changed in my life in the past four years...
I've lost a LOT, in both-material possesions and in relationships, and BOTH of those were because I made poor choices with the people I chose to "hangout with" and the rest of the percentage were the people who "chose" to use me.
They may not see it that way, but I've seen the EXACT same thing happen to so many others around me, ( including this person's husband, children, & OTHER so called "friends")
It's been so long since I've updated...I think I've forgotten how!
I'm going to leave this as a public update. I really have nothing to hide, just my own stupid paranoia.
It's after 7:15 AM and I have NOT been sleeping well. I feel like a vampire on a day pass!
I really MUST get some sleep now. We aren't having our Thanksgiving until Saturday.
Tomorrow I can get my Christmas gifts wrapped! At least I got a head start on those this year! Thank God for online shopping! Otherwise, with my Fibromyalgia, I just wouldn't be able to get anything accomplished!! Bye for now, I hope everyone had a wonderful Turkey Day!
Much Love,
CindyKaye

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