There's an old adage about only relying on people as far as you can throw them. I think there might something to that as I've found most people around here are both beyond the tossing size limit and lazily inconsistent when it comes to offering any kind of real support. If I spell out that I'm down out of a break up and would find it of much help if they could accompany to a place within their experience and comfort range, for one or one and a half hours max, with the intention of classic 'hanging out' and people watching (in other words not wingmanning, DDing, or getting shit-faced)... I'm baffled as to why this is too much to ask for three weeks in a row. Three weeks. Despite begging, asking, explaining, several day advance notice...
I decided Wednesday that past tonight I'm going to mope anymore about Ben no matter what, but that aside, damn! How am I supposed to rebuild myself back up with this kind of backup!? I need to start looking for a different circle of friends!
Ranting aside, the other day I did another YouTube video with yet another roommate! The only one in the apartment that is any sort of comfort lately, and she hasn't spent more than 5 hours around here this past week! It's Shelly!
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~RANTING OFF,
JOHN