you ruin everything.

[mechers]

fuck, fuck, fuck you. i can't give myself credit for anything, and it's your fault. i can't enjoy accomplishing things, and it's your fault.

it's never enough.

i'm tempted to believe in hell just to imagine you there. it's the only thing i can conjure that comes close to the hell of you in my head every day until i die.

I could be mean, I could be angry
you know i could be just like you

I could be fake, I could be stupid
you know i could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me
you were only in my way
you're wrong if you think that i'll be just like you (just like you)

You thought you were there to guide me
you were only in my way
you're wrong if you think that ill be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
you were only in my way
you're wrong if you think that ill be just like you

I could be cold, I could be ruthless
you know i could be just like you

I could be weak, I could be senseless
you know i could be just like you

You thought you were standing beside me
you were only in my way
you're wrong if you think that i'll be just like you (just like you)

You thought you were there to guide me
you were only in my way
you're wrong if you think that ill be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
you were only in my way
you're wrong if you think that ill be just like you

All i own, cause i cant take living with you
Im alone, So I wont turn out like you want me to

You thought you were standing beside me
you were only in my way
you're wrong if you think that i'll be just like you (just like you)

You thought you were there to guide me
you were only in my way
you're wrong if you think that ill be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me
you were only in my way
you're wrong if you think that ill be just like you

I could be mean, i could be angry
you know i could be just like you

do something good by me for once in your life and wait to die until i have enough money to throw the best party ever.