Twenty-Third Bolt
(Backlogged to after this, for I too am lazy)
[Filtered to friends]
I still don't completely understand what happened back in the hangar with Anew. She was fine one moment, and then the next she was pointing a gun to my head. I couldn't do anything. I should have been able to do something. All of the training I've been going through, what does that amount to when I blank the moment something like that happens. And Kira, he...
I could have possibly tried to disarm her after he was shot. Or tried to get help. Or run after her. Or something. ...I almost don't want to think about what would have happened if Setsuna hadn't...
I guess once a coward, always a coward. I keep sitting idly by as things happen around me, claiming they're beyond my control. Then I complain like I am now. "Oh, I'm so stupid, I could have done this," or "If I had thought if it, I would have done that."
If anybody needs me, I'll be in the infirmary.
[Filtered to Lyle]
Uh... I know we've never really talked before, and I'm probably not the best person to say this, but Anew, she... She was a really good person, I think. I worked with her before and I really valued her advice and work ethic. Even after seeing her switch and being put in that situation, knowing a bit more about Innovators now than I did before, I want to--no, I do believe that she was still a good person.
Sorry, I'm really not very good at this...
[Filtered to Setsuna]
Thank you for the other day. With Anew. I probably wouldn't have made it out of there if it weren't for you.
[Filtered to friends]
I still don't completely understand what happened back in the hangar with Anew. She was fine one moment, and then the next she was pointing a gun to my head. I couldn't do anything. I should have been able to do something. All of the training I've been going through, what does that amount to when I blank the moment something like that happens. And Kira, he...
I could have possibly tried to disarm her after he was shot. Or tried to get help. Or run after her. Or something. ...I almost don't want to think about what would have happened if Setsuna hadn't...
I guess once a coward, always a coward. I keep sitting idly by as things happen around me, claiming they're beyond my control. Then I complain like I am now. "Oh, I'm so stupid, I could have done this," or "If I had thought if it, I would have done that."
If anybody needs me, I'll be in the infirmary.
[Filtered to Lyle]
Uh... I know we've never really talked before, and I'm probably not the best person to say this, but Anew, she... She was a really good person, I think. I worked with her before and I really valued her advice and work ethic. Even after seeing her switch and being put in that situation, knowing a bit more about Innovators now than I did before, I want to--no, I do believe that she was still a good person.
Sorry, I'm really not very good at this...
[Filtered to Setsuna]
Thank you for the other day. With Anew. I probably wouldn't have made it out of there if it weren't for you.