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[mechanicalpiggi]

Started to cry out of no where. I am alone. I have been for quite sometime. I push everyone away. Maybe this is just what I deserve. Nostalgia is a vengful plague that won't escape my brain. I hate missing you. I hate hearing your voice. Get the fuck out of me...

I miss the ability of some positive emotion.

I miss "love." I miss thinking I knew its deffinition.

Im waiting up for nothing...