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[mechanicalpanic]

i guess things are okay. i don't know. i did some stuff with my wife's dad, which was cool. i've gotten to do more traveling with her family than any of the bands i've worked with

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[pickuptheapple]

i miss you so much tod. and i don't know when we grew up. whenever i'm around you i feel like that little girl who somehow got into cbgb's without id. and really how can you question that? i mean when have us gals ever not gotten into a club in ny? haha. not to mention getting you guys into clubs you wouldn't otherwise gotten into.
your wife is fine don't worry. we both needed some time out of that city. i really fucking miss it. it's so hard to be there but it's so hard to be here. here's a secret, i don't think i can take it here. we were supposed to move here together and now i'm here without him. it's seems so wrong. i walk by that street corner every day and it fucking sucks. he's everywhere here but he's also nowhere here.
sorry, i haven't talked to you in so long i should just pick up the phone and dial your number. next friday is one year that he died, i'm sure you know. i'm so sorry tod for your loss and for all of us really.
your wife is ok. she loves you. she's with me and you know that can only be good.
i'll talk to you later today some time. if you get this before give me a call.
xoxoxo
little apple-o