Everything is "maybe."
Yes, I'll admit it: I have been feeling rather hesitant about writing in this journal. Part of it is apathy. Part of it is my inability to write in a way that feels authenticly engaging when I am using a keyboard instead of a pen. But it's mostly because a lot of my perceptions have been shifting lately and I don't know how to articulate it all
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1) rach is from long island,but doesn't have breast cancer, amazing feat, how did you do it?
2) rach isn't a pretentious scenester, but she could be if she wanted since her music rox!
you know i think everyone in this age group has some issues with being social, i have lots of anxiety about making freinds, or meeting people, i do the best i can with it, and i've done a hell of a lot better, but depending on the situation, i know i could use some work myself. i blame kurt cobain, i blame the alternative genre for telling me it was ok to sit in my room and listen to this sad sack and be a snob to other people who weren't like me and to talk for endless hours on the phone with other people who were also sitting in their rooms blaring bad religion or wallowing to belly, throwing muses, pj harvey, tori, or whatever sad sack music we could find instead of sneaking out of our homes more often and going to miami.
i guess what i'm saying, is that 1) no one's perfect, and the way one communicates with others can be highly unique-i know, people tell me all the time mine is, and 2) rach rox!
i'm sorry we never met up for the slc show taht sat. my freind was in town from chicago, and he was down for the weekend, also i thought you were going to call, maybe we can hang out some other time, i'm free wed. from like 11am till 6 the next day since i dont have a class thurs. afternoon, i must take advantage of this oppurtunity some how!
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