Dec 19, 2005 20:18
Jesus, here we go again...
There really is no relief, not for 5 fucking seconds or 5 fucking days.
Everyone takes their pill and it helps but I take as many as I can and nothing happens.
I'm numb to everything, except pain and anger and dissatisfaction.
You're pathetic Laura, you really fucking are.
I just want to go right away from everywhere and everyone and THEN maybe i could just quietly do what I want and everything would stop.
I wouldn't mind....I really wouldn't.