Dec 22, 2004 04:01
I put way the pictures, I try and fade away my past.
I try to stich up the wounds, but knew they'd allways last.
I cant say I feel the same, and it really hurts.
I just want to get away from all your silly quirks.
I try and hold back the tears inside, but sometimes they're to hard to hide.
I look and see the looks you use to give me.
Your flashing them at her.
Its tearing me apart.
Id never start to tell you.
Id never start to explain, how much in one moment life can just change.
If I had a minute, and you still felt the same.
Id tell you how much Id miss you, if you were to go away.
But those were yesterdays.
Id never take your happiness, no matter whats in my heart.
Even though I know, Im falling apart, slowly into pieces broken on the floor.
Waiting for you to notice how much I feel ignored.
Or how much I hate this feeling,please make it go away.
Promises and hopes on yesterdays.
I cant breathe, it consumes me...my past has no closure or sympathy to how I feel.