My week so far has included the rejection of eight poems (though one was a near-miss) and some aggravation (both of the near-to-firing-a-firm kind and the dammit-I-left-my-badge-on-the-piano variety), not to mention truly atrocious fantasy tennis results. But, I seem to be
providing pleasure to assorted Kei Nishikori fans, there was plenty of butter and black pepper to mash into the neeps I boiled for supper, and I'm closing my evening with a
glass of Beaujolais (slightly rough, but sanding down a bit of jag as I sip) and assorted phrases for pieces.
Also, Rattle published a poem on Sunday, both in text and audio form: "
Look at that, you son of a bitch"
I also keep meaning to mention "Some Who Wander Become Lost," which
the SFPA posted online a few months ago.
My calendars contain crossouts and calculations. So, for that matter, do the cards and scraps of paper containing what I might write or shape next. In the meantime, there are roses everywhere -- I saw some near a curb on Valentine's Day, just as I was about to cross White Station Road:
The back of the card I picked up was blank. It has me wondering about roses not sent. It brings back memories of roses I have sent, and thrown, and pressed, and attempted to propagate (not yet successfully). Not every Emily Dickinson poem pairs up well with "Yellow Rose of Texas" ("
So much of Heaven has gone from earth"? No), but it's not as if the ghosts of Amherst or Austin ever insisted on that.
Perhaps the roses really want to grow. Perhaps the mallows will survive this morning's freezing fog.
There is more than snow between the glass and the huge roses. There is more to work than work. Earlier this week, a colleague and I talked about trading plants later this year -- succulents for peppers. The dog knocked over one of my pots while I was away, and happily hoovered up asparagus stubs two nights ago. Cleaning. Digging. Dreaming.
A name for a new rose: Mozart.
That's what I'd call the first rose on the moon,
If I got there to grow it.
-- Robert Nye, "Travelling to My Second Marriage on the Day of the First Moonshot"
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