Jan 12, 2005 11:18
lizzy came over last night and thats when i realized..my life is so boring. i want to do things to make it more fun..make people want to be around me more cuz i realized i dont do all that much. i dont even hang out with the same people anymore. i mean me and sarah talk but we dont really han out outside of school..neither do me and karys and i haven't seen kristina in forever. i just wish i had things to look forward to instead of another boring day of my emo life.
not to bitch anymore cuz i know it bugs people, but i feel really gross today..lol i dont know why. i just think i look like a ratty mess and i dont know why. whateva yo'...oh yeah john and sarah..how cute. so i have to work tonight and i have some damage control to take care of with kyle..maybe we'll be friends again.. or maybe he'll be one of those hot and cold friends. i ahve lots opf those. i really dont need anymore. but everything will be alright. i told myself...