Building from the River Bed Up

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It's so hard to try and be social with people when you're no longer in school. I mean I think it's easier to meet people with like interested and form friendships when you're in school. I feel like such a socially awkward dweeb, like I have no idea how to act and speak to people anymore and for some reason I feel like such a push over, like I can't stand up for myself, though I know I should be able to. At work when someone needs their shift covered people always come to me even though I am already doing 36+ hours a week, and ask for me to over their shifts for them, and one of the manager ignores all of my pages thus I have to ask costumers constantly if they have change/ones that they want to get rid of so I will have change to give to costumers, since she never wants to bring me change when I need it... and she always seems pissed off at me no matter what I do.

oh and this week's episode of Glee was super boring (even though Kurt's plotting was really entertaining).