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[mecchayumyum]

I swear working days is going to freaking kill e. To be at work on time I have to be up at 5 and catch the bus by 6:30 so that I can get to work at 7:07 which is fifty three minutes too early. So then I get to sit in the break room for basically an hour since my mother refuses to drop me off... She's dropping the kids off at school at 7:40 anyway so why she can't just drop me off at work too, I will never know. I then get off at 4:00 and I have to wait until 5:07 for a bus because no one knows how to get to work on time so I end up not clocking out until 4:15 which means I miss the bus across the street and the one at the shopping center down the road, so I don't get home until like 6:30. And now they have me rotating between days and evenings. So that means I get home at about 11:00 when I work evenings (because I have to get a ride home from my step dad who's a chef and therefor has chef hours again because my mom doesn't want to pick me up at 10). And that's if he remembers to get me...and then I've got to be up at 5 the next morning to get to work. And you know it's messing with my sleep, I can't get a sleeping pattern down if one day I have to be up at 5 and the next I don;t have to be up until later than that. I need to hurry up and get a driver's license so that when school starts I an you know get there on time. The latest classes I could get were at 5 pm so that gives me an hour to get from work to school, and because everyone is late that means I will not even be able to catch a bus until 5. But I have no time for driver's lessons, because I'm working 40 hours a week. And I just found out that I may not be allowed to go part time so that means I'll be in school full time and working full time which is impossible (how will I sleep?). And it's bullshit too, because when everyone else started college they were able to go part time, but I need this money and  I got a raise to $8.50 an hour and with jobs the way they are like hell I could find another one to pay for school with.

but in good news Glee is back on the air... so I have something to look forward to on Tuesdays.