**measure your life in love**
Ok, so this hasnt been the best couple of days.
Yesterday my cousin pat passed away. He was only 43 years old, he has two daughters{{8 & 13}}, and an amazing wife. Do you know why he died? Well....he had been smoking since he was 15 years old. I know a lot of you say that it wont affect you or that when you die, you die and you don’t care....but trust me, 20 years down the line, youre gonna regret that decision. I love my cousin more than I can ever say and it still hasnt fully sunk in yet that ill never be able to see him again. Please don’t make the same mistake he did, im begging you guys. Just quit, please just quit.
I’ve decided im not gonna smoke weed anymore. I know that thats not what killed him, but its more of a respect thing I think. I really cant handle the thought of smoking anything right now, because in my mind it all leads back to him. And also, smoking anything is still smoking.. period. I don’t need it, so why do that kind of damage at all? So farewell maryjane...for now at least.
So yea, that is whats happening in my life right now. Not the greatest thing ever. I am happy for him though, I have to say, i truly am. Hes not sick anymore or in anymore pain. And I can be grateful for that. I just miss my big cousin. He was one of the best men I have ever known and that’s how im gonna remember him.
Rest In Peace Pasquale. I cant tell you how much I miss you. I love you and I’ll be seeing you again eventually. *my guardian angel*
on a better note, I have a 6 day weekend. I need it. I really just need to take a step back and really look at everything.
<3 mina