Just me being upset...

[mebesheep]

Im so close to packing up everything and just leaving. I don't even know whats stopping me? And I don't want to sound all emo and shit 'cos I'm not! But this year has been complete and utter CRAP!!! (Not going to go into detail, but some of you will know) It's basically one bad thing after another getting worse and worse! I've been thinking for a while, but not completly seriously, But last night I got more news, my uncle Peter, who is one of 5 uncle's and 2 aunties on my Dads side, the only guy that didn't smoke, has lung cancer, which is incurable, and fatal! He has already gone under surgery for cancer once this year and got half his jaw removed. So since I got told about that I've been thinking harder, I want to be close to my family. I hardly know any of them and haven't seen them properly for nearly 10 years.
I don't know if its the fact I have Glandular Fever thats making me feel worse about everything but I know its not helping.

I'd rant more, but itll clog up your LJ and I don't know how to make the little braket things:P lol, anyway, yeh...I don't know???

Sorry all! buhbbye