Priorities?
Dear LJ land,
Have you begun to think about your priorities yet? Have you ever stopped and realized yourself growing up? Lately i've been trying to work very hard at becoming a functioning part of society. It feels good walking through the hallways at school and talking/waving to 6+ people on the way to each class. I find myself waking up sleepy(What's new) but with a large smile on my face. Of course i've established that the more I sleep...the less chance I decide to say or do or say something stupid. ^^; Most of the time I mess around but I guess I can be alittle too mean...my Mom is nice but she blows her cool...My Dad lost his change at getting the high life but I try to keep myself strong. The main thing that influenced this behavior was hanging around with certain people..I guess i'm just an "actor" when it comes to school, but most people are.(Meaning that they act very different at home then at school) Yeah, if I hear about somebody talking about me behind my back...I get sad..hah...i'm just a softy. I just need to be myself.I used to be talkative but became somewhat shy over the years. Overall life is really good, i'm treated fairly and I enjoy seeing a smile on someone's face after a joke. (Unfortunately, I end up making fun of someone else to establish that) Well, I have a car and a cell phone in line...I just need to get the missing link ---> A JOB. That's why I have to suck it up.
It's new to me so I guess i'm alittle scared. At least I have a supportive family, a loving girlfriend(13 1/2 months), and friends that like me. (Wouldn't mind making some enemies into friends as well)
Well...that's what has flown out of my brain today.
<3 Billy.
Have you begun to think about your priorities yet? Have you ever stopped and realized yourself growing up? Lately i've been trying to work very hard at becoming a functioning part of society. It feels good walking through the hallways at school and talking/waving to 6+ people on the way to each class. I find myself waking up sleepy(What's new) but with a large smile on my face. Of course i've established that the more I sleep...the less chance I decide to say or do or say something stupid. ^^; Most of the time I mess around but I guess I can be alittle too mean...my Mom is nice but she blows her cool...My Dad lost his change at getting the high life but I try to keep myself strong. The main thing that influenced this behavior was hanging around with certain people..I guess i'm just an "actor" when it comes to school, but most people are.(Meaning that they act very different at home then at school) Yeah, if I hear about somebody talking about me behind my back...I get sad..hah...i'm just a softy. I just need to be myself.I used to be talkative but became somewhat shy over the years. Overall life is really good, i'm treated fairly and I enjoy seeing a smile on someone's face after a joke. (Unfortunately, I end up making fun of someone else to establish that) Well, I have a car and a cell phone in line...I just need to get the missing link ---> A JOB. That's why I have to suck it up.
It's new to me so I guess i'm alittle scared. At least I have a supportive family, a loving girlfriend(13 1/2 months), and friends that like me. (Wouldn't mind making some enemies into friends as well)
Well...that's what has flown out of my brain today.
<3 Billy.