:o)
This entry is only one of the few I decided to make public...Because I want everyone to see it....I want everyone to see what I have been putting myself through these past few months...I dont really give a crap if someone tries to post some shit on here about this in "AnOnYmOus" mode...Because truly Ive decided not to care about what other people think...
Its human nature to feel hate for a person who has tried to destroy your life...Almost everyone in this world has experienced this...I dont care what they say...
I have felt like this for a long time...And whats so wierd is that I'm not sure what I did to deserve what I got...But I have come to the conclusion that it doesnt matter...
My life was like a picture...It was so perfect and it was like nothing could get in the way of my happiness...I had it all...But then I learned that the friends I had weren't really friends at all...They tried to destroy everything that I had in my life...Everything that was important to me...In ways they succeeded...They succeeded in taking away the 3 PEOPLE that I cared about the most...The people that took me in as their own and helped me through everything and made me believe that I was important and that I could be loved...And Im sure most of you know who I am talking about...If you dont know and u wanna know, then just ask me...Thats part of what made me HATE so badly...The people that I thought would be there with me for the rest of my life...They succeeded in bringing me down, breaking my spirit and making me think that I was worth nothing...For months and months I have racked my brain in trying to find what I had done to these people to make them do such awful things and spread those bad rumors...But it wasnt what I had done...It was because they were doing what everyone else is doing in this world...Trying to get ahead by destroying others...Its selfish yah, but what can ya do about it?? Some people are just messed up...Whether its because of their family or how they were treated I dont know...Is it because they need attention?? Well if thats true then they sure got it...But one day they will get what they deserve...I will not judge these people anymore...I will not think of a way to get back at them for trying to destroy all that was important in my life...From now on, they will no longer cross my mind, because they are nothing to me...
Something to remember: YOUR life is what YOU make it to be...Sometimes you go through bad times and hit speed bumps along the way but you can always get over them and try to make your life the best that you can make it:O)
Thanks:O)
Charity
Its human nature to feel hate for a person who has tried to destroy your life...Almost everyone in this world has experienced this...I dont care what they say...
I have felt like this for a long time...And whats so wierd is that I'm not sure what I did to deserve what I got...But I have come to the conclusion that it doesnt matter...
My life was like a picture...It was so perfect and it was like nothing could get in the way of my happiness...I had it all...But then I learned that the friends I had weren't really friends at all...They tried to destroy everything that I had in my life...Everything that was important to me...In ways they succeeded...They succeeded in taking away the 3 PEOPLE that I cared about the most...The people that took me in as their own and helped me through everything and made me believe that I was important and that I could be loved...And Im sure most of you know who I am talking about...If you dont know and u wanna know, then just ask me...Thats part of what made me HATE so badly...The people that I thought would be there with me for the rest of my life...They succeeded in bringing me down, breaking my spirit and making me think that I was worth nothing...For months and months I have racked my brain in trying to find what I had done to these people to make them do such awful things and spread those bad rumors...But it wasnt what I had done...It was because they were doing what everyone else is doing in this world...Trying to get ahead by destroying others...Its selfish yah, but what can ya do about it?? Some people are just messed up...Whether its because of their family or how they were treated I dont know...Is it because they need attention?? Well if thats true then they sure got it...But one day they will get what they deserve...I will not judge these people anymore...I will not think of a way to get back at them for trying to destroy all that was important in my life...From now on, they will no longer cross my mind, because they are nothing to me...
Something to remember: YOUR life is what YOU make it to be...Sometimes you go through bad times and hit speed bumps along the way but you can always get over them and try to make your life the best that you can make it:O)
Thanks:O)
Charity