Crappy Day at the Start who knows how the rest is going to turn out
Well it's raining here in my part of the world. Both my parents are in foul moods. My mom is cranky because this is her only day off this week and she has to clean the house because friends are coming over after a wedding we have to go to. Which is why my dad is pissed he doesn't want to go and he's mad its raining so know he can't do his yard work. My mom starts in on me about one sock that my stupid crazy dog had carried off and dropped in the middle of the kitchen floor and I answer back and my dad basically tells me to shut up and if I can't be civil I can go try living on my own since I'm a working girl now and see how I like it. I wanted to tell him to fuck off but I can't do that because I may be working but I'm sure as hell not making enough to be able to afford an apartment or house of my own. I don't want to go to this wedding because I beginning to hate weddings it's not an experience I can see myself having any time soon because frankly I can't meet anyone. I don't want to go because then you have to pretend to be happy for the happy couple who could really give a shit you came they're on cloud nine anyway. I just don't want to go. I wanted to go to the bookstore, video, or game store or just sit down in a nice quiet house and try to write with no damn interruptions. My dad really pisses me off though. My mom started the shit and he just expects me to sit here with this nice polite smile on my face and take her crap because she's pissed off this is her only day off. Friends are coming over and she never feels the house is clean enough compared to my aunt who practically lives in a sterile environment but my aunt doesn't have dogs and she only has two kids and one of them has moved out. Which is what I guess I wish I could do. But I know I'm not ready for it. I don't make enough money. This just sucks.