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had a decent night considering all the bullshit. hung out with julie and derek , julie stabbed a man , she asked the time and he looked at her the wrong way she said. it was the scariest thing ive seen in hours , at seans house now gona go to spankys to meet some of his freinds from work , kinda nervous , i love meeting new people but i always worry what they think of me i never get uncomfortable i just say weird things for no reason , it cant be helped , dont know why ive decided to post and ramble on in the post. i wish things would change soon so maybee i can gain control of my mind back. i wish i had my computer so i could start workin on my book again , sux im at home and have nothing to do most the time now , talked to adam tonight maybee ill hang out with him soon , would be nice to fit into a crowd for once , gona end this post because if i dont stop ill type for ever about generaly nothing at all. akward how i never want to start writing then i never want to stop , so many things i want to tell so many people but i have trouble finding the worrds till the time to say it has passed , witch wories me i was so smooth with words my whole life until this year , see im doing it again well goodnight blokes.