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[meatwadd2]

So my life's started and high school is finally dealt with. I'm finally a graduate. I just didn't show up for the walk. lol...the stupid "perfectness" thing didn't cut it with me. Traditional ceremony my ass!!! I hated high school. The only good that came from it was my love. But that was a good that really made me rethink the whole thought of "Was it really worth going to East for all these years?". Life really has its unexpected moments with me, as so does God. After all these years of pressure and depressing feeling that have hovered over me I finally feel like i've truly overcome all that. I really am at a very content point in my life where I just enjoy it finally whether or not the people around act just the same or differently towards me. Kaylynn's parents finally and officially have "accepted" me as her bf so I can finally date her more without her parents worrying about parental vision and stuff like that. Yay...wasn't hard at all. Actually, her parents reminded me of my parents. Just her mom doesn't have the "angryness after work" thing my mother has and the fact she has more kids, and her dad doesn't have the whole country-ish background my mom's boyfreind has. So they were actually easy to get along with. I kinda made Kay's jaw drop because of how easy they got along with me. Lol. Kaylynn loves me for what I do and who I really am and thats someone I've been looking for a long time, I'm actually really glad it took this long because if it didn't...maybe that person wouldn'tve been soo great as who she is. The crazy thing is...she's still kinda in a state of where she's still trying to believe that im real just not as bad as she was when we first started talking weeks ago. She's a real blessing to me. Im going to show her to the lake and some nice chinese food next Tuesday. =)

I've bought myself a notebook so I could begin writing more. I've also bought a book and have begun reading more too. I've been learning about things I could do for college and stuff and writing resumes to get jobs and crap like that. Blehhh workedy work. Yeah I need to get on the ball here. Staying at my mom's house for the next week though might slow me down on that. I wish my relatives from Missouri didn't have to take my room at my grandmother's house...I would've had most stuff done by the end of this week. I really really need a job. I'm definitely praying for some job searching help...and I've also found a slight boredness in the air because well...it IS Hendersonville... =/