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Well I'm pretty much in the mess of things lately and I've been trying my hardest not to go into this whole "deppressioned state" because it seems to affect my lyric writing and I'm almost finished but I also have to get myself recording this song by Thursday of this week. This also leads to the fact that I have to let the word out to my grandparents that I am in a music side project. I really don't know what to think about it...I don't wanna be pummeled down with the comment of "Don't put your stupid evil music before your life young man"...I mean they wouldn't say something like that(except for my mom) but they would say something just close enough to it...but I just...I dunno...I hate having alot of attention I guess...and I really don't want it by my grandparents...they always have to care a little toooo much if you know what I mean.
Sandee and me have sorta drifted apart for the past month. She talked to me 2 days ago and I just told her to leave me alone...because I realized again she is just really is one of those girls who say they care...but turn around and ignore you the next second. Stupid people. I feel really "far away" from everyone lately...don't know why. Anyways...can't miss the bus so I gotta go...
Sandee and me have sorta drifted apart for the past month. She talked to me 2 days ago and I just told her to leave me alone...because I realized again she is just really is one of those girls who say they care...but turn around and ignore you the next second. Stupid people. I feel really "far away" from everyone lately...don't know why. Anyways...can't miss the bus so I gotta go...