Jan 19, 2004 01:00
My computer is being really damn lame right now, I don't know what's wrong with it...
Eric was helping my dad with his computer, which I can't ever do, I get too frustrated with him. So I took that alone time to finish the drawing of him I was doing. I was sort of angry at him just because I was afraid he'd have to leave soon since his mom was picking him up. And he was down there with my dad for so long. Anyway, I went down and asked him if he took sugar in his tea, he said no, so I went to make the tea. He came into the kitchen and I told him there was something on my bed for him. He asked if it was good or bad, I said good.
On my bed I had laid my sketch pad, opened to the drawing of him, finished, noted, and signed. On the paper I placed two dried roses. I went in to give him his tea and he greeted me with a kiss. He liked it. However not the reaction I was searching for... I think I'm looking for a reaction that doesn't exist. But he did seem to like it so I'm happy. I'm not sure how much it really looks like him.
You won't be seeing this drawing, since I don't have a working scanner of great quality and I forgot to take pictures of it, not that it would portray great quality or detail anyway.
I just remembered I forgot to give Eric the painting he wanted, I shall do that if I see him tomorrow.
We dropped Eric off and he's not online yet... I've been home for at least half an hour. He probably went to sleep or is doing alone Eric time. I was sort of demanding of attention today anyway.
I'm going to sit here and wait for him to get online... so I hope he does get on... otherewise I'll be sitting here for a long time, until I finally give up and go to bed, feeling bad that I gave up.