...latin...
Last night while searching for my mic I found my Latin book. Latin books are fun, I should read it. It's all old and stuff...
Yes, that was a random piece of useless information. On with the show.
So I should be graduating in five day's. I hope I do. If I don't... I think I really will have one of those break down thing's. Argh. ^_^
I am dancing myself through the forum and replying to random things in which random things shall be the reply. You like random thing's.
I really feel that I should write something, but I'm not that good at writing happy things, they just come out horrible, give me the dispear, horror, gore, broken hearts and I'll give you a piece you could die for, give me happyness and I'm so utterly confused on how to portray this to you that I'm shaking. I'm so used to the other end.. Or for that matter the easiest thing to portray is nothingness, that feeling of complete nothing where you're calm yet you carry a bored sense with you. Nothing phases you and nothing matters. That has got to be the easiest emotion to portray with words.
I shall work on how I can portray happy. Like glowing. Eric rather makes portraying happy a lot easier for me, because he fills me up with so much of it I over flow. I'm bubbly in sammie goo.
I do think however that I will give up writing on the story I was working on - May because it wasn't happy and when I am happy it is hard for me to carry on the correct mood of a story such as the one that May demands. See, I'm a horrible writer I should be able to place myself there and take myself out on and off any moment... argh I can't manipulate my mind like that anymore I'm so darn happy I'm just like 'what? Depressed calm sense of being? We're getting all witty witht his? Nahhh let me just be gleeful here'. ^_^
This entry has got to make no sense. But I miss Eric and I hope I get to see him today and if not then maybe I can get him to come to dinner tomorrow after all who know's.
Ohhh that reminds me, I slept from 10:30 to 3 am I was out like a light bulb. Fell asleep with the pin up book next to me, half off the bed, got a snack went back to bed slept deep no disturbance till six am, then I slept in the tub... I'm still kind of tired... I should take a day, curl up in Erics arms, and just sleep.
Yes, that was a random piece of useless information. On with the show.
So I should be graduating in five day's. I hope I do. If I don't... I think I really will have one of those break down thing's. Argh. ^_^
I am dancing myself through the forum and replying to random things in which random things shall be the reply. You like random thing's.
I really feel that I should write something, but I'm not that good at writing happy things, they just come out horrible, give me the dispear, horror, gore, broken hearts and I'll give you a piece you could die for, give me happyness and I'm so utterly confused on how to portray this to you that I'm shaking. I'm so used to the other end.. Or for that matter the easiest thing to portray is nothingness, that feeling of complete nothing where you're calm yet you carry a bored sense with you. Nothing phases you and nothing matters. That has got to be the easiest emotion to portray with words.
I shall work on how I can portray happy. Like glowing. Eric rather makes portraying happy a lot easier for me, because he fills me up with so much of it I over flow. I'm bubbly in sammie goo.
I do think however that I will give up writing on the story I was working on - May because it wasn't happy and when I am happy it is hard for me to carry on the correct mood of a story such as the one that May demands. See, I'm a horrible writer I should be able to place myself there and take myself out on and off any moment... argh I can't manipulate my mind like that anymore I'm so darn happy I'm just like 'what? Depressed calm sense of being? We're getting all witty witht his? Nahhh let me just be gleeful here'. ^_^
This entry has got to make no sense. But I miss Eric and I hope I get to see him today and if not then maybe I can get him to come to dinner tomorrow after all who know's.
Ohhh that reminds me, I slept from 10:30 to 3 am I was out like a light bulb. Fell asleep with the pin up book next to me, half off the bed, got a snack went back to bed slept deep no disturbance till six am, then I slept in the tub... I'm still kind of tired... I should take a day, curl up in Erics arms, and just sleep.