Jul 14, 2011 02:51
Recently rediscovered this, and surprised it still exists.
Quick catch up: I've been eating meat for the past few years now, go figure. I live in Florida, with my boyfriend Stephen. I just had a terrible day.
Now that we're on the same page...
I just want to clear the air about a few things. I am a loud, dramatic, emotional girl. I have low self esteem but try to act confident. I often use my weight as a form of humor. I have terrible anxiety, and often act before I think. I tend to handle things in a very up front, forwardly honest type of way. If I feel it, you'll probably hear about it. Sometimes I can say things I don't mean or the things I say can come off in an unintended way.
Apparently, I need to have a sign, maybe a t-shirt, that can list these qualities at all times just in case someone might have the strangest idea to become friends with me. Maybe this will save the both of us the hassle. You won't have to worry about trying to figure out the type of person that I am, and I won't have to wonder if you understand why I always think there's a possibility you might hate me.
On a brighter note, I'm a great friend. I'll listen to anything and everything you're willing to tell me. I keep secrets to the grave. I'm extremely loyal and understanding. I'll always be there. This part is stupid because it doesn't matter these days.
It's not about friendships anymore. It's about making acquaintances that have something to offer you. Once you've dried up their supply of whatever it was you decided to be "friends" with them was, it's time to buckle down, blame it on them, and stomp your way to self victory while getting everyone else to sympathize and hate that person as well.
Congratulations, which ever side of this you may be on (because if you're not there yet, you will be), giving or receiving, I hope you've learned what life is all about.