There's so much, lets just fragment it...

[meathespian]

Play soon. Over. Good. Miss it, I don't know. Time good. filled with online courses, ick. halfway through though. YAY. Friends good. Making peace with lots of people. Feeling better about myself. better than ever. conforming? maybe. traitor? hope not. nothing wrong with wanting to fit in. is there? oh well. at least i smile now. laugh to. wow, been a while. dan. better than ever. laughing to. going great. great. tony, rachael-broken up. she blames me. we fight. tony doesn't talk to me. bit scared. they worked things out. good. both more distant now. guess that's how it has to be. yeah....school. all a's i hope. need that gpa. scholarships. too many essay. teachers. confusing. which side am i on. none. want to be fair. everyone thinks yemm. she's been like a mom. stand by her? always. other...don't know. lots going on. nothing going on. I can't wait for some rest. a day off. not for a while. better go. teacher should be calling soon. online quiz. yuck. oh well.

There's so much more, but I hate long posts, so I am working on it. I realized today that so many people are mean to others because of one trait. I am not perfect. But if you don't tell me what is wrong, i may not realize it, so how can i fix it? I know I have been bitchy lately. stress, i guess. But that is no excuse. But I need help. Can't do it by myself. If there is something you've notice tell me. When I do it after you have pointed it out, tell me. I will try to stop. Always out to make better what I can. I guess that's it. I really do love all you guys. You mean more to me than you probably know. Thanks for being there when I need you most. bye