Going home tomorrow...
Somehow, it doesn't feel like I'm going home, but leaving it. I can't say that i am completely sad, because i get to be back with friends and family, as well as get back to school and theater....shouldn't it be so sweet?
I am still leaving a family, and most of all.....him. Sometimes life can be so unfair.He keeps pretending it's his fault we are so far apart. The truth is, he is the only one trying to close the distance. When was the last time i talked about uprooting my life permanently to move to IL? But does that make me bad or him good?
I am far too tired and far too sad to be thinking about this right now. For those of you in Clermont, I'll see you in the next couple of days.....to my beene, I will see you whenever next I have the opportunity.
"But there with my love, I'm home"
I am still leaving a family, and most of all.....him. Sometimes life can be so unfair.He keeps pretending it's his fault we are so far apart. The truth is, he is the only one trying to close the distance. When was the last time i talked about uprooting my life permanently to move to IL? But does that make me bad or him good?
I am far too tired and far too sad to be thinking about this right now. For those of you in Clermont, I'll see you in the next couple of days.....to my beene, I will see you whenever next I have the opportunity.
"But there with my love, I'm home"