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Does anyone else have someone press upon them so hard all their duties as a person that it begins to suffocate them? Encroachment to the point that the only thing they have left to feel is tired. Tired to the extent that they only wish to go to sleep and maybe, just maybe not wake up, just so that they won't be tired any longer. And the only means
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you have had a lot to deal with lately, and you have done amazingly well with it. Know this. I am NOT going to start drinking again, never will i be the drunkard i once was. I know how difficult it has been lately and how little time we have had to talk. Five days. FIVE DAYS and you and I are together again. i promise you that i am not going to turn into a drunk like so many of my friends, and if at any time you think that i am, tell me and i will stop drinking. There are not many things in this world to make someone change, even for the better, but you are worth it. Im sorry that we have had so little time lately, but I intend to make it up to you, my Precious Sweety. I love you, rebecca, and the time is drawing nearer to our chance to be together long term. No one said this was going to be easy, but I have no doubts that we will last until we get to see eachother every day (i wont let you, even if you REALLY want to :) I love you, and no matter what happens, I am here, through the happy times, and times when you want to kill a certain teacher ;)
I love you sweety, and i will be seeing you soon. Until the time when i get to hold you again, I love you, and I hope your day is filled with happiness (or sleep, whatever you need lol)
love always
Daniel a.k.a. Be'ene
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Shows how much you know. It is actually 4 days till we see each other next ^_^ I know I am dorky, but I just can't help it :P It is not that I am afraid you will turn into a drunkard, it was more or less a fear of loosing you, not only for the night but for longer. As I told josh, irrational, but uncontrollable. I never meant to worry you, I didn't think you read my lj unless prompted...silly me. I love you too my dearest be'ene, with all my heart, and even more than that. I have no intent of leaving you, but if i do try, do stop me....though I have already had a stalker, so you won't be the first at that haha :)Know too, that I am there for you, whether I think you wrong or right in you decisions, as well as through the happy and sad times. Just to prove it, I will give you and enormous hug and kiss the moment I see you after you get off of the plane...I know I would do it anyway, but hey, it sounds good. I love you dearly, I will tell you that even before I get the chance to hold you, but I will tell you as I hold you also :D Until we talk again, goodnight and goodbye
Love always
Rebecca a.k.a Sweety
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