to: jeff....love, ash.
this is the last time i let you stab me in the back. i should've known it would turn out like this. everyone told me about you, but i wanted to believe there was something inside of you. i was wrong. there's nothing in you but selfishness, you're just a little girl who doesn't know what friendship is, well i dont need friends like you. the next time i see you i'm spitting in your face, i'll give a second chance, but i'll never give a 3rd. i'll never turn my back on a liar again. how can you look me in the eye and tell me that i was your friend? no more liesssss, don't even look at me. you're fuckin dead to me. how could you look me in the eye and tell me that i was your friend? they were all lies. friends like you are like a hole in the head. i need friends like you like i need a hole in my head. the air is full of the shit that you talk...this time it's coming back around to you. i can't take it anymore, you're just 17 years old and you're not worth my time. why cant you just grow up? never again can i open my eyes and look at you without seeing a bastard shrouded in lies. i'm not better than you, atleast i let myself be known. not hid from others when i've got something to say. how can you be so nice to my face, yet so cruel when my back is turned? all that we have earned, our parents didn't give us everything. look what its done to you. you spoiled little kids have no place in our scene. im tired of trying to earn respect from you.