just keep swimming, just keep swimming, just keep swimming....
Ok so this weekend I've experienced two things...
The first was the single greatest disappointment of my entire life.
I don't want to get into the details.
If you mean anything you probably already know.
But the thing is I went to that bus station expecting the worst.
And just like always thats what I got.
I just wanted to be proved wrong.
Just once.
...
The second thing was more anger towards one person than I have ever felt.
These rumor are stupid and gay.
I'm sick of people talking.
If they were talking about anything that was close to being true, I could deal.
BUT THEY'RE NOT!
Ugh! Gay motherfuckers.
But I'm not going to talk about all that again.
I just going to say the shit needs to stop.
If there is anything good in this weekend it was my amazing friends.
It's so nice to have people that are always there for you no matter what.
My friends don't just listen to my problems they're involved in them.
I love them all so much it hurts and I really don't know where I would be without them.
They're support means more to me than they ever know.
Today I went for a walk with Case.
It was so freaking cold.
He's lucky I love him so much.
"Ugh! Now my ass is cold! Will you warm it up." -Case
"No..!" -Me
"Well your not very playful!" -Case
"...have your dog warm it for you?" -Me
hahahahaha :)
*sigh*
Life drives me crazy.
I never know what to feel because I'm always feeling everything at one time.
Guilty.
Loved.
Sad.
Happy.
ANGRY.
Annoyed.
Frusterated.
Stupid.
...ugh just everything.
And all at once.
It's terrible.
But it's approaching midnight and I should be asleep.
School in the morning = gayness!
*prays for snow storm @ 4am*
...I won't hold my breath.
I'll update again soon.
The first was the single greatest disappointment of my entire life.
I don't want to get into the details.
If you mean anything you probably already know.
But the thing is I went to that bus station expecting the worst.
And just like always thats what I got.
I just wanted to be proved wrong.
Just once.
...
The second thing was more anger towards one person than I have ever felt.
These rumor are stupid and gay.
I'm sick of people talking.
If they were talking about anything that was close to being true, I could deal.
BUT THEY'RE NOT!
Ugh! Gay motherfuckers.
But I'm not going to talk about all that again.
I just going to say the shit needs to stop.
If there is anything good in this weekend it was my amazing friends.
It's so nice to have people that are always there for you no matter what.
My friends don't just listen to my problems they're involved in them.
I love them all so much it hurts and I really don't know where I would be without them.
They're support means more to me than they ever know.
Today I went for a walk with Case.
It was so freaking cold.
He's lucky I love him so much.
"Ugh! Now my ass is cold! Will you warm it up." -Case
"No..!" -Me
"Well your not very playful!" -Case
"...have your dog warm it for you?" -Me
hahahahaha :)
*sigh*
Life drives me crazy.
I never know what to feel because I'm always feeling everything at one time.
Guilty.
Loved.
Sad.
Happy.
ANGRY.
Annoyed.
Frusterated.
Stupid.
...ugh just everything.
And all at once.
It's terrible.
But it's approaching midnight and I should be asleep.
School in the morning = gayness!
*prays for snow storm @ 4am*
...I won't hold my breath.
I'll update again soon.