I really should be sleeping....

[measureinlove06]

I can't stop thinking.
I have so many thoughts running through my head.
It's driving me nuts. 
I don't know how I'm keeping it together.
I wanna laugh, cry, scream, jump, explode.. alll at the same time.
That cannot be a good thing.
My mind is racing in a million different directions.
I have a trillion questions for a trillion different people.
The thing is I can't string a sentance together.
I don't know how to express my thoughts in a way that people will understand.
Well understand and not get mad at me.
I just can't express how I feel.
I've never been very good at that.
Expecially not when I'm running on pure emotion.
I don't think clearly.
I get upset so easily.
I get angry too.
I hate when I get angry.
I just have so much I want to say to so many people.
Most of it, I don't know how to say.
I guess I'm afraid I'll never figure out how to say it.
Or when I do figure it out, it'll be too late.
I guess I'm scared of time.
Scared that I don't have enough of it to do everything I want/need to.
I guess this is random.
..ok I know this is random and it most likely doesn't make any sense to most of you.
But thats ok.
I just needed to get this out.
Maybe I can sleep now.
...hopefully.

Goodnight.