start living, thats the next thing on my list....
Have you ever had someone in your life that no matter how hard you tried you just couldn't get to open up to you?
It's the worst feeling in the world.
I've been trying and I've even addressed the situation.
Nothing is helping.
For awhile I thought it was going to get better.
But it didn't
And now I don't know what to do.
Should I just leave it be?
I mean its so hard for me to not care.
Should I really not care?
Should I not push?
This isn't going to make sense to most of you.
I just don't know what to do about this anymore.
It hurts.
Makes you feel like your not trusted.
Thats not fun.
I guess I could be taking this as more than it is.
I could be over reacting.
But the truth is..
..well this is who I am.
I kinda feel like I'm throwing all of me into something that I'm not getting anything really out of.
Is that selfish?
To want something in return?
Ugh..
I'll update again soon.
It's the worst feeling in the world.
I've been trying and I've even addressed the situation.
Nothing is helping.
For awhile I thought it was going to get better.
But it didn't
And now I don't know what to do.
Should I just leave it be?
I mean its so hard for me to not care.
Should I really not care?
Should I not push?
This isn't going to make sense to most of you.
I just don't know what to do about this anymore.
It hurts.
Makes you feel like your not trusted.
Thats not fun.
I guess I could be taking this as more than it is.
I could be over reacting.
But the truth is..
..well this is who I am.
I kinda feel like I'm throwing all of me into something that I'm not getting anything really out of.
Is that selfish?
To want something in return?
Ugh..
I'll update again soon.