another friend tells me that my name is always on your lips....

May 06, 2006 15:38

Dude its for real been 2 weeks and no movie night. 
WITHDRAWLS!!
AND Casey's on his "guy trip" so I haven't been having his nightly chats.
WITHDRAWLS!!
haha but last night was fun. 
Autumn, Mandy, Kait and I went to Hickory's Grand March.
I saw Pretty Kristi and Pretty Jen and Pretty Nicole.
Actually everyone looked real nice and it made me even more excited for Prom this coming friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
After Grand March we went and had dinner at Applebee's and then came here.
The SIMS gave us a good laugh for awhile.
Mandy left and Autumn, Kait and I went to Dunkin Donuts.
They dropped me off at home.
I called Chris and went to bed kinda early cause I had to take the freaking SATs today.

The SATs weren't really as bad as I thought they were going to be though.
And afterwards me and my fantastic wife spent some quality time together.
The thing about me and Mandy is when we start talking to each other we never stop haha I love it.
Not only did we spend literally 2 full hours talking in Dariy Queen...
...BUT we ended up sitting in front of my house for like an hour and a half just talking.
I love that.
And And And I love her a lot.
I don't know what I would do without my Mandy.

...I don't know what I would do without any of my amazing friends actually. 
I know I've been real stressed lately and I take it out on people I shouldn't.

Like poor Kaitlynn for example....

Dear Kaitlynn, 
                  Please don't think I don't love you to death because that is not the case. I do, a lot but the thing is sometimes you have this tendancy to annoy me at the worst possible times and its because I love you so much that I take my stress out on you. Sometimes I forget that your so much younger than me and when I think about the amount of work you have and the amount of work I have and then I hear you complain and whine about your work I'm like omg why is she complaining. But I only think that because I forget that your a freshman and when I was a freshman I was the same way. I was like ohhhh finals *cries* haha and now I'm like AP Tests, SATs, Grad. Projects *cries and takes out knife* hahaha. Now I'm babbling and I'm probably not making any sense so I'll get to my point. I'm sorry I tend to take out my bad mood and my stress on you. You've been saying I hate you a lot and I don't like it so I was just making sure you knew I didn't. I love you to death and I really am just stressed out and annoyed with life. I'm sorry for being mean and not being understanding recently. A lot of my stress load is working off and I'm realizing how bitchy I've been to everyone but mostly you so I am sorry and I love you bunches. You better never think otherwise. Just don't shake keys like a rattle the day before I have to take SATs again k? hahaha <3333333333333

Love Always,
Manda

ohhhh and |ps| 
Don't worry about finals or school. 
Just do your best because at the end of the day thats all you can do.
Try and you know I think you'll be surprised.
When all else fails remember I was just like you when I was a freshman.
Scared to death of finals.
I know how you feel.
Don't be afraid to come to me. 
I can help.
We'll study together.
And when life is getting too much think about this...
...in about 4 weeks or so you'll be sitting at your first summer movie night ever!!
That'll get you through it.

Ok now that I'm done with that hahaha.
I think I'm going to go and study and get some make-up work done.
I'll update again soon.

|ps| AUTUMN I LOVE YOU!
...I'm not sure why I felt the need to say that I just did :)
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