Just one rose that knows your name.
Have you ever had one of those days where you knew you had to do something because if you didn't you'd just drive yourself more insane? .. yah.. i gots meself one of those, but I didn't help myself out by going through with anything. This morning was another one of those mornings, where I got up for softball practice, and while walking towards the bus stop, it felt as though I was the only person alive..I love that feeling, I even love getting up early to get to practice.. because there isn't any traffic, and no one cares that I look like hell. Last night my sister and I cut my hair, and it looks alot better than how that other dude did it. Tess lent me The Perks of Being a Wallflower, and I must say it's really good
"I thought about the time when she and her firends painted my fingernails, and how that was okay because my brother wasn't there. And the time she let me use her dolls to make up plays or let me watch whatever I wanted to watch on TV. And when she started becoming a "young lady," and no one was allowed to look at her because she thought she was fat. And how she really wasn't fat. And how she was actually very pretty. And how different her face looked the first time she really liked a boy who was not a poster on her wall. And how her face looked when she realized she was in love wtih that boy. And then I wondered how her face would look when she came out from behind those doors." -118
It's really good. and Thank you Tess for letting me steal it temporarily.
Todays one of those nights, where I'm exhausted but I just stay awake thinking. I may possibly be going to my cottage tomorrow, and I'm unsure wether I'm happy about it or not. If the lakes thawed I'm totally jumping in. I will be sure to post pictures of the heroic feat!. or feet. or fetus... Niousha's leaving for Florida on Saturday?...Saturday methinks?... hum.. well she's not going to be back until Thursday and I will miss her witty remarks terribly. I'm sort of anxious/nervous about tomorrow, I have a feeling that something weird is going to happen.. Today I found the mirror in my locker broken, I'm not a supersticious person, but considering the conclusion I came to in french.. I was freaked...
Don't you ever just wish you could fly?..
Peace, Love, and everything that makes you warm inside
-Alissa
"I thought about the time when she and her firends painted my fingernails, and how that was okay because my brother wasn't there. And the time she let me use her dolls to make up plays or let me watch whatever I wanted to watch on TV. And when she started becoming a "young lady," and no one was allowed to look at her because she thought she was fat. And how she really wasn't fat. And how she was actually very pretty. And how different her face looked the first time she really liked a boy who was not a poster on her wall. And how her face looked when she realized she was in love wtih that boy. And then I wondered how her face would look when she came out from behind those doors." -118
It's really good. and Thank you Tess for letting me steal it temporarily.
Todays one of those nights, where I'm exhausted but I just stay awake thinking. I may possibly be going to my cottage tomorrow, and I'm unsure wether I'm happy about it or not. If the lakes thawed I'm totally jumping in. I will be sure to post pictures of the heroic feat!. or feet. or fetus... Niousha's leaving for Florida on Saturday?...Saturday methinks?... hum.. well she's not going to be back until Thursday and I will miss her witty remarks terribly. I'm sort of anxious/nervous about tomorrow, I have a feeling that something weird is going to happen.. Today I found the mirror in my locker broken, I'm not a supersticious person, but considering the conclusion I came to in french.. I was freaked...
Don't you ever just wish you could fly?..
Peace, Love, and everything that makes you warm inside
-Alissa