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I've been hanging out with the regulars: Steve, David, Chris, Pat, Dillian, Chew, Blair and sometimes Sam... But recently I've gotten to hang out with someone whom I've missed. This someone always makes me smile and rarely ever argues with me... they share a piece of mind with me that most people don't understand... even if they hate me sometimes, they get me. I love this person with all my heart and have known them for a while now... most importantly, no matter how mad we get at eachother I know in my heart that this person will always love me and forgive me.
Saga, you truly are a wonderful person! I loved hanging out with you! Being loud on the beach, swimming in Chris's pool, dancing to N'sync, and just plain talking and hanging out... I love you very much and enjoy anytime I get to spend with you! *muah* <3
Anyways, I also spent the day with Matt... that was pretty cool... we watched In Good Company and White Noise... good movies :P
Yeah, Matt and I's relationship is becoming to complicated. We both obviously care for one another and wanna be more than friends but we can't. The reason? Because his best friend hates me and if he goes back out with me... they won't be his friend anymore. That's just not fair. First off, the reason they don't like me is because I got paranoid about Matt spending time with them and when I talked to them we'd normally end up arguing over him... ok well, I don't even talk to this person anymore so how would that be an issue? Second off, this person says that they don't want Matt to see me again because they don't want him to end up getting hurt. Didn't I get hurt, too? And If this person is really his "Best Friend" wouldn't they just let him do what he wants, as long as he's happy? Third off, it's his choice and for them to just not be friends with Matt anymore because they don't like me is stupid... They shouldn't punish him for what I did... I don't know what to do anymore. It's much to hard to pretend not to have feelings for him and just be friends but I really don't wanna feel like a slut either... but I can't go out with him... so what am I supposed to do????
Any suggestions? :(
Meh... I guess that's all! Goodnight ya'll and love ya bunches! <3
Sweetdreams!
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Are we close?
[13] Emotionally, what stands out?
[14] Do you wish I was cooler?
[15] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[16] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[17] Am I loveable?
[18] How long have you known me?
[19] Describe me in one word.
[20] What was your first impression?
[21] Do you still think that way about me now?
[22] What do you think my weakness is?
[23] What about me makes you happy?
[24] What about me makes you sad?
[25] What reminds you of me?
[26] What's something you would change about me?
[27] How well do you know me?
[28] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[29] Do you think I would kill someone?
[30] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
Please do the above... ^
Anyways... cya!
Saga, you truly are a wonderful person! I loved hanging out with you! Being loud on the beach, swimming in Chris's pool, dancing to N'sync, and just plain talking and hanging out... I love you very much and enjoy anytime I get to spend with you! *muah* <3
Anyways, I also spent the day with Matt... that was pretty cool... we watched In Good Company and White Noise... good movies :P
Yeah, Matt and I's relationship is becoming to complicated. We both obviously care for one another and wanna be more than friends but we can't. The reason? Because his best friend hates me and if he goes back out with me... they won't be his friend anymore. That's just not fair. First off, the reason they don't like me is because I got paranoid about Matt spending time with them and when I talked to them we'd normally end up arguing over him... ok well, I don't even talk to this person anymore so how would that be an issue? Second off, this person says that they don't want Matt to see me again because they don't want him to end up getting hurt. Didn't I get hurt, too? And If this person is really his "Best Friend" wouldn't they just let him do what he wants, as long as he's happy? Third off, it's his choice and for them to just not be friends with Matt anymore because they don't like me is stupid... They shouldn't punish him for what I did... I don't know what to do anymore. It's much to hard to pretend not to have feelings for him and just be friends but I really don't wanna feel like a slut either... but I can't go out with him... so what am I supposed to do????
Any suggestions? :(
Meh... I guess that's all! Goodnight ya'll and love ya bunches! <3
Sweetdreams!
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Are we close?
[13] Emotionally, what stands out?
[14] Do you wish I was cooler?
[15] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[16] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[17] Am I loveable?
[18] How long have you known me?
[19] Describe me in one word.
[20] What was your first impression?
[21] Do you still think that way about me now?
[22] What do you think my weakness is?
[23] What about me makes you happy?
[24] What about me makes you sad?
[25] What reminds you of me?
[26] What's something you would change about me?
[27] How well do you know me?
[28] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[29] Do you think I would kill someone?
[30] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
Please do the above... ^
Anyways... cya!